Author Archives: amzych93

I apologize for the neglect. I knew when starting this blog there would come a point when I was less motivated to write. I am not sure if I have officially come to that point. But it has been something that has been put on the back burner. When I first moved here this wasContinue reading “Updates”

This winter was tough. Which is so interesting because being from Buffalo I have felt with gloomy winters my whole life. Seeing the sun didn’t really matter. It helped that I worked nights but that is besides the point. The thing I have noticed with North Idaho is the weather is kind of all orContinue reading “Standing in the Son”

Well, the day has come. My fast is officially over. I know most of you are unaware that I have been fasting for the last 40ish day. Let me tell you I have learned a lot. I would think the biggest lesson is truly how imperfect I, and how perfect Jesus is. Yesterday I hadContinue reading “40 Days”

Once again here we are. Diving in the my childhood hurts and how they manifest in my life as a 27 year old. Yes there is a bit of sarcasm in there but its really me just trying to cope. Anyway. Tonight at church I was shadowing to one day serve in the role ofContinue reading “Imposter Syndrome”

I have been noticing lately I suck at being still. Being “still” is not something I am good at. I don’t do well with not having the next step. Tonight was a conference at my home church, and they had prophets come. They spoke and prophesied over some people in the congregation. I found myselfContinue reading “Be Still”

There are a lot of things they teach you in nursing school. I took anatomy and physiology, pharmacology, and psychology. Along with several nursing courses that consisted of skills lab, clinical, and classroom. Most people assume that going to school for three to four years would prepare you for hitting the floor. Sure you knowContinue reading “Burnout…”

January: At the start of this year I had just sold my house and moved home with my parents. A lot of people would view this as a negative, but sometimes you need to take a step back and launch forward. I decided to sell my house to pay off my student loans and giveContinue reading “2020: A Year in Review”

Winter here is different. It has been pretty gloomy. A huge shift from the bright blue cloudless sky during the summer. As you all know something I love deeply about living out west is the mountains. The cool thing about when there are clouds, they kind of hit the mountains. One of two things willContinue reading “When the Clouds Rest.”

Today I rode the struggle bus at work. I have worked 5 shifts in 6 days. It has definitely taken its tole. It is hard to consistently work back to back. I am tired but overall I felt alright going into work today. I knew I’d get through it. But I had a where IContinue reading “But is it your best?”

I would be lying if I didn’t say today was hard. This morning I woke up and woke up to loving texts wishing me a happy Thanksgiving. I was planning to call my mom on the way to work. As I got into my car I started crying. This is my first holiday away fromContinue reading “Thanksgiving”