Author Archives: amzych93

It has been a while my friends. Honestly I don’t remember when I posted last, only that it was before I moved. I could blame it on the fact that I didn’t have internet the first month and half that I moved, or a friend coming to town. But the truth is, I just haven’tContinue reading “Progress?”

I can’t believe I have lived in Couer D’Alene for almost a year. I think about the person I came here as and the person I am now. I have come so far when it comes to my relationships, assessing my needs, managing my emotions. Recently I have been receiving a lot of encouragement fromContinue reading “Clean Cut”

Coming home to Coeur d’Alene felt different than when I first moved here. I wasn’t sure how I was going to feel and didn’t put much thought into it. But as my plane took off from the Buffalo Airport I couldn’t help but cry. Holding back tears as the flight attendant came to collect theContinue reading “The road less traveled….”

I have to admit returning to Buffalo was not something I wanted to do. I probably wouldn’t have gone if my mom didn’t guilt me into it. I had a lot of reservations, mostly about my relationships. Where they going to feel the same? Was it going to feel like no timed has passed orContinue reading “There and back again.”

Over the past few weeks I am learning just how broken I am. How much I don’t know myself, or understand my behaviors. There have been so many revelations in the past few weeks that have left me wondering how did I get here. At what point did my flesh take over and want toContinue reading “Broken”

“Ashley, remember you come from a long line of women who have dealt with depression.” The boiling frog is a fable describing a frog being slowly boiled. The idea is that if a frog is put suddenly into boiling water, it will jump out, but if the frog is put in tepid water which is then brought to a boilContinue reading “The boiled frog….”

As some of you know, I see a Christian counselor. The original intention behind starting counseling was because I found it hard to connect with people and have real and genuine relationships. I often found myself not sharing about what was going on in my life. I would often share the victory and rarely shareContinue reading “Abide.”

He is sufficient. At the beginning of the year, well technically it was last year. But I knew it was for this year. I resisted my word for the year, every fiber of my flesh fought against it. For those who don’t know my word for the year is Ascend, like Moses going up theContinue reading “Sufficient”

GUYS!!! MY PARENTS COME TOMORROW!! Obviously you can see I am very excited that I get to see my parents. Before I moved I was the girl who spent more weekends with my family then friends. To say that moving was hard was an understatement. I am sure of those who have been following alongContinue reading “Parent Prepartion”

I apologize for the neglect. I knew when starting this blog there would come a point when I was less motivated to write. I am not sure if I have officially come to that point. But it has been something that has been put on the back burner. When I first moved here this wasContinue reading “Updates”